I know I’ve posted about this often lately and I apologize, I think.  I also know I’ve shared me without makeup often lately and I apologize period.

In a lot of areas of my life, I am living a dream every day when my feet hit the floor, I know that, but these words were there as I lay in bed waking up …. it happens a lot and I pray they are whispers God has given me but I also know I’m human and my thoughts are often my own. They are always real regardless of their imperfections.

I’m just a girl with a very tender heart who wants to live in a dream.

I want my dream to contain no pain, no insecurities, no doubts.

I want this dream to contain no criticisms by me, of me, or of one another.

I want to live in a dream where all my people are happy and successful in whatever they choose to do and they’re surrounded by all good things.

In this dream, my children feel loved beyond measure, forgiven, forgiving, they laugh at old memories and crave making new ones, and my grandson always believes I’m a rock star.

In my dream, everybody accepts everybody, everybody wakes up loved, loving, and in love with someone or something that matters.

In this dream, I only worry about what to cook (and maybe how to cook it:), what book to read next, what adventure needs to be planned, and what I can do or say to make someone laugh or make their day, whichever comes first, second, or third.

In this dream of mine, I live not by a watch but by the moments as they happen, and my calendar only contains places to go and people to see or places I’ve gone and people I’ve seen with little hearts drawn around them.

This dream doesn’t contain checklists to get done, just moments coming up that make my heart race or just make me smile, either is fine.

In my dream, I’m simply at peace until I take my last breath with a smile on my face.

Are these things to much to ask, to want, to dream about? Maybe, probably. But if the closest I can get is to dream, then I’ll just be a dreamer, live a dreamer, die a dreamer.

JCG
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