The days I felt the loneliest were often the days I was not alone…  the days before my decision my marriage was over, the days shortly after.

Two separate people.

Two separate rooms.

One wall.

30 feet…

could be 30 miles.

Silence…

welcomed silence.

I love yous that can’t repair…

can’t heal….

can’t save my heart.

I love yous that I don’t want to hear.